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Hi, I'm Lauren.
For about two months there has been this guy in my life. We are not dating by any means. First, it's illegal(he's 19, I'm 14). Second, he lives an hour away. But he sends me flowers(once) and gah, sickeningly sweet notes(And i quote "I get the best feeling when you look at me, because I know for one second in time I crossed your mind"). plus he's my best friend's (ex??)boyfriend's best friend... umm, yeah... Jimmy and I are sorta close too(the BFF's BF) it's complicated. but that's Charlie(the sweet flowersender).
So, there's him. But there's this other guy, Matt. Who I kissed, five times.(the first four were part of a contest, but I won't get into details) The fifth was at the cast party for the school Musical. he goes to my school. He's a junior (i'm a freshwoman. But he's also a playboy. Like, a whore almost. He was in the musical because there were girls in the musical.
Anyway, I love Charlie like a brother... i guess that's accurate.. and Matt is incredibly hot (He's german. Big soft bottom lip and platnum blonde).
I'm lost. I have no idea what to do! | |