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March 27th, 2030
(19 comments | Leave a comment) February 4th, 2013
06:21 am
Are you kidding me?
Stupid LJ app. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: my fan
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December 6th, 2012
05:08 pm
They're setting up hospice for my friend Nick. He was diagnosed with skin cancer in 2010, got it cut out from his leg, then a year later fainted in the shower. It turns out their were four tumors in his brain, and the cancer has spread to his blood. He got two of the big ones surgically removed, and was going through chemo until he was told it was too much radiation for his body to handle.
A few months ago, things were looking hopeful. Instead of "dying with cancer", he was told he was now "living with cancer".
I talked to his sister ..she sent me this text: "cancer has spread through the lining in the brain. he wants to come home. so we r setting up hospice. drs said 3-6 wks." Nick is 23 years old. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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(Leave a comment) November 20th, 2012
04:54 am - Fuck Whispering Winds
Fuck I hate living in apartments. Everywhere I turn, a shitty neighbor is there. Next thing you know, they all move out and BAM!!!, a million more shitty neighbors move in all around you and end up being worse than the last. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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(Leave a comment) October 7th, 2012
08:00 pm
It's okay,
in the day,
I'm staying busy.
Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder, "Where is he?"
Got so sick of crying, so just lately, when I catch myself,
I do a 180.
I stay up, clean the house.
At least I'm not drinking.
Running around just so I don't have to think about thinking.
That silent sense of content that everyone gets,
just disappears soon as the sun sets.
He's fierce in my dream,
seizes my guts.
He floods me with dread.
Soaked to his soul,
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him,
moon spilling in,
and I wake up alone.
As far as my heart, I'd rather be restless,
Second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless.
This ache in my chest, cause my day is done now,
The dark covers me and I cannot run now.
My blood running cold, I stand before him.
It's all I can do to assure him.
When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight,
Drowning in me, we bathe under blue light.
And I wake up .
Current Mood: 👁 melancholy
melancholy
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(Leave a comment) December 7th, 2009
10:46 pm
in before "OLD".
I know it is, but I love this video.
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