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Well, unfortunately here are my stats:
Name call me liv please.
Height Five foot four.
HW 210
LW 173
CW 197
I suppose i'd be considered bulimic, though i do have anorexic tendencies. :/

Uh, well, i hope this community is as wonderful as it sounds. i've tried other places and so far, no luck. Its kinda hard to feel okay with people 50 and 60 pounds lighter than you. :( its kind of depressing.

:D

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Here's to hoping...

[Jun. 19th, 2009|02:59 pm]

Eating Disordered and over 190

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I suppose I should give you my stats:
Name: Alexis or Lexi
Age: 17
Height: 5'9"
HW: 300 - I was actually in middle school during that time.
LW: 188
CW: 195
STG: 190
LTG: 145 then 108

I know this community is dead, but I'm going to give this a shot anyhow. I've had an eating disorder since middle school when I went to the doctor and they told me I was three hundred pounds. I didn't know about calories or carbs and I asked my mom, "Is that a lot ? Is it too much?" And she told me, "Yeah, Lex it's way too much." So I joined basketball and started using laxatives, I started counting calories and here I am today. I stopped focusing on my weight for a long time because I figured that I didn't have to anymore, what with being in sports and all. I was so wrong. I moved away from my hometown during the summer between 8th and 9th grade. It was hard to take and I'm an emotional eater so I started stuffing my face and not caring. Then my dad started to notice and mention my weight every chance he got. It wasn't subtle either. We live a half hour out of town driving at 60 miles an hour in a car and he would say things like, "We should make you walk your fat ass to school." Or "Are you sure you should be eating that? You look like you could live for months off what you've packed on." I didn't do well with that criticism. I didn't starve myself until late in my sophomore year of high school. It was difficult the first time, but it got increasingly easier which is why I kept doing it. I am currently fasting because I just got over my cycle and I gained weight. I'm exercising lightly to drop the fat because I know the weight's only low because I'm empty. What I do is I go by 5's with weight loss. If I'm 200, I'll set the goal for 195, when I'm 195 I'll set the goal for 190 and so on and so on. I'm actually a little nervous about joining because the last buddy I had just randomly stopped emailing me. I was pretty bummed out... BUT! If you want to talk or be friends I'm always open to it. No matter what your situation I'm willing to support you and give feedback. Have a lovely day.

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[Jan. 28th, 2008\|12:36 pm] Eating Disordered and over 190
Hi. This is my first post to this community. I am 35 years old, 5'7 and I weigh about 250 lbs. This weekend I ate a whole pan of Stouffers lasagna, which I immediately threw up! My big discovery however, was the toothbrush handle! I have been making myself throw up for years but until this weekend its always been a major ordeal. I have busted blood vessels in my eyes and face. This time I was struggling so bad that I hit upon the idea of putting the toothbrush down my throat which made everything SO much easier. Why am I like this? I will try SO hard to have control over what I put in my mouth and then suddenly I am standing in the kitchen shoveling food in my mouth. I hate the way I feel, I hate the way I look and I am starting to feel like there is no hope.
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[Dec. 5th, 2007|06:46 pm]

Eating Disordered and over 190

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hello~
   My name is Jessica, I'm 20yrs old...and I weight 195...I think...at least that's what my scale sais....honestly whenever my scale sais I'm gaining weight, I believe it...but when it sais I'm losing weight, I dont believe it for a second...I joined this comm. awhile back but about the time I came on here for like 2wks there, noone was on here, commenting or otherwise so I gave up...but here I am again and I see there's actually people on here....which is great!
Height<> 5'1
HW      <> 205
LW       <> ?IDK?
CW       <> 195
  GW1     <> 180
   GW2     <> 165
    GW3    <>   135
     LTGW  <> 105
   ED that I have <> ED-NOS w/ bulimic tendencies.....I dont purge all the time just whenever I feel I've eaten wayy too much, and then I also take laxatives..but that's only when I feel I've eaten wayy to much.....

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'Ello

[May. 7th, 2007|11:18 am]

Eating Disordered and over 190

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I realized i was already a member ofthis community when i tried to join again and Livejournal informed me of such. Then, well, i felt silly, becuase i don't believe i've ever posted in here. however this was the only community i felt comfortable in posting the following entry in.

So, being in a community for people with ED's that are overweight, i'm sure we're all pretty aware of the occaisional cyclical nature of them - the gain/lose/gain/lose(and lately for me)/gain/gain/gain. I've regained all but thirty of the sixty pounds i lost. I got in a relationship, he found me out, and i got...complacent. I moved away from home and into a place where we never actually grocery shopped, we at fast food, and, well, you try purging quietly in a bathroom that small with walls thin as cardboard. I gave up. I've been an over eater since puberty, only purging and starving for the past two years or so. It makes sense that i'd revert.

Then i got on the scale. I wish i hadn't, but i'm glad i did.

Over the summer i actually need to lose quite a bit. I'm planning on joining the national guard, and as it stands right now, i'm too tubby to actually get in. I have from now until september. I'm scared i won't make it. I really, really want to get in.

The fact of the matter is i really need a motivator friend. Obviously i'm willing to provide support as well, it would just be nice to have someone who supports me...bleh, i sound pathetic.

Any takers?

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new : half in half out

[Feb. 18th, 2007|10:54 am]

Eating Disordered and over 190

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Hey I'm new here
Im also in the group above because my weight in the evening keeps just creeping above 200...grrr
So right now
Name: Lizzie
Height: 5ft8.5 (yes .5inches)
HW: 208ish?
LW:Cant even remember
CW:198
STGW: it was 196 for march 1st but i think thats in the bag now
LTGW: 120
Eating disorder: ednos
anyways hope this community isnt completely dead

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Newbie to the dead community

[Feb. 15th, 2007|03:36 pm]

Eating Disordered and over 190

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I know you're still out there even if you're not posting....so...

Name: Katie
Height: 5'8
HW: 198
LW: 164
CW: 194
STG: 180
LTG: 160, and we'll see from there...I'm thinking 130.
ED that you have: ED-NOS

Comment if you still actually read this community. Please:-)

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[Mar. 6th, 2006\|09:20 am] Eating Disordered and over 190
I'm sorry girls. I've been away for awhile. I was going to try to get better, but...of course none of us can ever stay away too long. I'll update more later and hopefully we can get this community going strong again. Your loving Mod, - Courtney
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