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i'm going to prove the possible really exists
22 January 2014 @ 02:59 am
and all sleep. Sophia my 4year old with a fever which I keep reducing with showers. The race to redeems ones worth is still on and the value I hold dear is sanity- therefore I will keep moving along gracefully. Life has been an unexpected roller coaster ride of sorts. This year things are feeling more for certain. I plan on getting certified as a Social media Marketer and Web designer as well as Photoshop user and keep title of virtual assistant. This will allow me to work from home while still caring for the kids and home schooling Sophia.

In regards to moving in to my own 'Home Sweet Home' I would assist Joanne with her long term dreams of saving up to have a thrift store. I'm hoping for the location near women's in distress and omalleys. I would help her achieve this goal by marketing her Virtual Thrift store and selling on craigslist as well as flea market. I will make my dreams come true.

I know my whole life has been a question mark... but from now on I'm making it clear to the universe what creative juices I need a' flowin.
06 September 2012 @ 07:36 pm
Wow, what a month. What is going on here?! Universe don't stray me far from my path now. Just cause I can't control what I manifest don't mean I want it.
Current Mood: 👁 amused
amused
28 August 2012 @ 04:56 pm
and I feel like failure. I'm living this fantasy. What are my motives? I swear that I have gone insane... in all that I am doing. I wanted to work from home and I made it pass to that point. Now, I'm letting it slip through my hands... What am I going to do now? Push... push...push.

I will come back strong. It's almost as if I have taken a vacation from life. Life is not in existence here. Death approaches if I continue this path of destruction. torture and torment.

I have hope. That the universe will play everything out in my benefit. That perhaps I have lost sight of the big picture... I was meant for more than what I believe I deserve to experience in Wish me luck...
27 April 2012 @ 09:41 am
Starting point of getting your life under control is to sit down and think about two things: 1. Who you really are? And 2. if you could do anything professionally, what would it be? At Stanford University developed the 20-10 exercise. Imagine you have $20 million in the bank, yet only 10 years to live due to terminal illness. What would you do with the time you have left? What do you really want in your life? List 10 goals, and if you only were able to accomplish one of them, which one goal would have the greatest impact on your life?


ME:
Who I really am? Creative thinker- I want to make my brain GROW!!!!!
If I could do any thing professionally it would be Dj and owning my own cabaret.

I would become a professional DJ after going to DJ school- I would open up my own business in the entertainment business and start supporting local music scene and keeping alive good music and art. I would home school my girls and travel with them so they can learn about different countries and culture first hand. Build a legacy for the girls- give them land and homes and back up gold. :)
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26 April 2012 @ 05:25 pm
I have decided to make a blog for Single mothers who are dealing with immature baby daddy's from hell like I am and need information on how to go Pro-se in Florida. On top of dealing with personal spiritual growth- learning from our mistakes- or mine.

So I will start putting things together a little more. We are powerful strong women who do what it takes to get the job done!
Motivation is necessary when going through such bullshit...
Current Mood: 👁 busy
busy
26 April 2012 @ 04:24 pm
Completely overwhelmed but keeping it together. Thank god for music!
Current Music: deadmau5- Ghosts n stuff
28 April 2011 @ 03:20 am
Sitting here researching life- what else could the internet be could for?! Finished work at 2am. Today was a strange day and then I pigged out on ice cream and mac n' cheese. looking into feminine rhythm if anyone is interested in looking into it: http://femininerhythm.com/

Very interesting. Been studying tantra- can't wait till I've totally consumed it and it becomes one with me: 'Urban tantra- by Barbra Carelles if anyone wants to get the book I recommend it. Thinking about downing those blueberry beers in the fridge??? mmm... tempting.

My birthday is coming up and I'll be 24 years old. Thinking about going to world of beers for some Delirium :) Yes... that sounds tasty- only 8.5% Alcohol. My friend Emmeline discovered that I could go on a day cruise to the Bahamas for the month of my birthday free of charge, but she would have to pay for her ticket which isn't too bad in price at $60- includes alcohol and food! Sunfest started today- ugh that makes me sad, because I wont be going to see Earth Wind Fire and others :( 5 day concert- damn you money!

So, I haven't really written about my lost this year or my gain... I;m avoiding it, but perhaps it will be therapeutic. I will next entry?! possibly maybe. I end the night with Failure- Moth - great band! Non existent practically at this point. DL there stuff!!! Before they disappear. I;m glad I have my music collection. Bless music!
Current Mood: 👁 calm
calm
Current Music: Ken Andrews- Year of the rabbit- Hold me up
16 April 2011 @ 08:20 pm
Wow, I can't believe my LJ acct is still standing. Its been a while since I've put finger tips to key board for this. Well, update on my life is in I have 3 kids in my life- two are mine- one is a foster child. I have left behind two boyfriends (whom which I both had kids with) and now I'm out on my own. Looking for spiritual growth-devotional me time in other words. Life is strange for me at the moment. I don't know what I'm doing and I don't know where I'm going. All I know is that the out come should be truth /authenticity/ and peace. Ugh! life I tell ya! Starting my own business as well- body products ;0)


More to come...
Current Mood: 👁 bored
bored
09 June 2009 @ 07:48 am
3am  
Laying in bed listening to bjork...my eyes are sticking to the back of my eye lids. Must go to sleep, work begins at 8am. Peace.
Current Music: bjork huntet
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