Hi Everyone,
I'm new(ish) to the community--I had another journal but decided I needed something new to start over.
I've ALWAYS struggled with my weight...ever since I can remember. My mom is skinny, my sister is super skinny, and then there's me. I lost 20 lbs about a year ago and was down to 173. Then I went completely off plan and managed to gain THIRTY-TWO POUNDS back. I'm disgusted. I can't believe I let myself do that, especially after knowing how difficult it was for me to lose that weight. I'm heavier now than I was the last time I started (and was successful on) WW; and every time i step on the scale I get overwhelmed with how much I actually have to lose... I'm 5'3".
So I'm starting over again. For some reason this time is even harder for me than the first. I've graduated college and I'm living at home, working full time and all. I really really really want to do it this time. I know it's in me, it's just so hard. So here are my stats:
SW: 205
CW: 201.2
STG: 5 lbs a month.
GW: I have big boobs, so I'd be happy with 150 to start. 51 lbs to go... yikes.
I'm new(ish) to the community--I had another journal but decided I needed something new to start over.
I've ALWAYS struggled with my weight...ever since I can remember. My mom is skinny, my sister is super skinny, and then there's me. I lost 20 lbs about a year ago and was down to 173. Then I went completely off plan and managed to gain THIRTY-TWO POUNDS back. I'm disgusted. I can't believe I let myself do that, especially after knowing how difficult it was for me to lose that weight. I'm heavier now than I was the last time I started (and was successful on) WW; and every time i step on the scale I get overwhelmed with how much I actually have to lose... I'm 5'3".
So I'm starting over again. For some reason this time is even harder for me than the first. I've graduated college and I'm living at home, working full time and all. I really really really want to do it this time. I know it's in me, it's just so hard. So here are my stats:
SW: 205
CW: 201.2
STG: 5 lbs a month.
GW: I have big boobs, so I'd be happy with 150 to start. 51 lbs to go... yikes.