I had an epiphany.



I believe it will benefit me in the long run.


Discovering so many new things about yourself in one night really is relieving, a breath of fresh air. All the positives and negatives. Positives to keep me happy, negatives to keep me motivated; I'm going to strive to better myself.


This is all so scrambled though.

I haven't slept. And I bet I'll wake up and read this entry and laugh at how disorganized the sentences are.




Today is going to be a busy busy day.

P.S. All you MySpacers...check out the new "Glass Casket". It's serrrrrioooussssss.

Yes.



Everything is different now.

My dad turned my phone service off.

So I won't be able to talk for a while. Either email me, hit me up on Myspace, or call someone that knows me. I don't know.

He wants it to hurt me because that's the only thing he has to punish me...so, I am fighting back. I won't complain and I won't talk to him. Haha, I don't have a way to talk to him except my house phone and god knows he won't call that.

Some people really restore my hope in humanity.

It's Friday. I have nothing to do. No phone to call people to hang out. And no shows to play.


That's a shitty Friday night, I'll say.


I want to bash my fucking head into a wall right now.