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Techincal Difficulties. 
03:34pm 06/05/2007
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aggravated


Faeries have *fae fucked* my machine...

Little blonde nightmares they are....

I should have this problem taken care of in the next two weeks or so.

I do have a new *boy*...

we are doing suit and tie things, veryvery naughty-wrong things...

there will be stories.

i am working with a photographer who is into everything.

there will be photographs...of me with my lover E.D.
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pretty//dolly 
02:16am 30/04/2007
mood: dead.dolly.delicious
i left you hanging there

freezing your smile in the sun

pretty dolly

darling baby

tear out your pink tounge

turn it blue

no one will hear you scream

will think you are dead

they will want you dead

darling girl

pull out your marble-plastic

atlantic-blue-green

eyes your closed

catastophe of a mouth

little apostrophe for a chin

darling dolly

didn't i make you pretty?

No one ever, ever

plays with me

no one

but you dolly.
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Carnivale Tonight 
03:05pm 28/04/2007
mood: ready for inspection
storms.rain.shoots.

shot.me

into oblivion

i need a blanket

a moth-eaten dress for a casket

come and calm me down baby

or talk me up

take to the sky

and unravel the blue-black

bruised mess

these are my legs

my hands

my kness

(oh the old plathian echo echo echo)

take me to the carnivale

fabulous

i'll be the tarot reader

the hanged man

is tied up

with the fool

the hanged man

is fucking

me

and coming

inside

me

tonight

oh you...

evil ovens a flame.
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head//in//oven 
12:26pm 23/04/2007
mood: 👁 Image
apathetic
not quite.

but oh. the idea. is. ever.more.appealing.

my head hurts.

there are bombs dropping inside of it

my own personal dresden

all the dolls are delicate

all but you

screaming your blackness

necromancing your cadavers

pasting black moths over my eyes.

**
FOOD:

1 12 Oz. Straw SF Shake 200 cals
3 mini pancakes w/ light syrup 320 cals.
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11:55am 20/04/2007
mood: deliciously sore & exhausted
HEROIN..she says.

makes my bones hurt

equate it not with lithe wicked grace

opiates....

food yesterday: turkey sandwhich on whole wheat

6 oz strawberry slim fast shake with skim milk.

food today: half boiled potatoe w/ low cal sour cream

2 oz grilled chicken
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10:56pm 06/04/2007
mood: Reznored//Razored
Pink razors.cocaine.
let's have a pussy party...
(sounds like an LA party)

I heart Jefree Star.

Today is the day of Ramen noodles. 2 packets ramen noodles. One half spoonful peanut butter.

Water. water. everywhere.

lalallalalala.....
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ano [rexic] Queen INTRO 
05:03am 04/04/2007
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awake

Introductions are never easy are they?

Name: Call me P. or Purdah

Age: Too old

Lbs. 128

Height: 5'6

Occupation (s): Verbal Smack Peddler//Student/Model//Painter

ED dx : ED-NOS w/ Bulimic tendencies

ED of Choice: Anorexia Nervosa

The one that always finds me: Bulimia Nervosa

Banish[ED]: Compulsive Over-Eating Disorder

Hospitalized previously? Yes. 3 Wks for trying to drop below 102 lbs.

Tried Recovery? Yes. One day I will again. Not now. Not Now!

Anything Else? I'm craving frozen strawberry yogurt....

Thank.You.

I'm also learning Russian.....

Bye. Look foward to meeting you all.

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